I’ve briefly mentioned weaponized apologies in the past and I’ve been mulling over this ever since. I think my perception of apologies and how some people react to them has really impacted my ability to take ownership for my actions. I remember vividly being in my early teens and crying while saying sorry. While I … Continue reading Apologies & Blame
I mean, I talk about how I often put my foot in my mouth and that I’m generally a fuck up who can’t keep my shit together. But I’m wondering if people just don’t get it. Continue reading Have I Not Made It Clear?
I’m trying to keep that positivity rolling and it’s actually working fairly well. I can’t say if it’s just because a majority of the stresses in my life have dissipated or if I’m just getting better at handling everything; it’s most likely a combination of both. I wanted to take some time to reflect on … Continue reading Success
Yesterday as part of our well-being program teachers at my school led discussions and activities about positive and negative relationships. It gets pretty hard not to over identify with some of the discussion topics which arise, because let’s face it, as Borderlines we have a bit of a habit of forming negative relationships. Not only … Continue reading Positive Relationships
Is it a bit too late for New Years Resolutions? I mean, yes, obviously but screw the rules. I need guidelines, I need clear structure for me to follow in order to objectively make decisions. Really, what I need is a checklist that I follow and when I’m unable to complete it I should spare … Continue reading Late Resolutions
We’re known for personifying the expression of “I hate you, don’t leave me” but I really don’t feel that’s the case. For me I feel like it’s always been “I love you, don’t leave me”. I don’t hate you, I hate myself. I wish I could hate you, it seems much simpler. Continue reading I Love You, Don’t Leave Me
I’m not worth reaching out to, I’m not worth replying to, I’m not worth even thinking about. How I think, how I feel, this is my problem and mine alone. You don’t want to hear about it. Out of mind, out of sight. Continue reading Shut Up and Deal With It